Mother’s Day without your Mother on Earth

Losing someone, or saying your Goodbyes are the hardest thing to do as always, especially, when it is your Mother. No matter how are we going to say and take it, still it is so heavy to carry in our hearts.  We are hurting, to accept that fact that our Mama Lilia will no longer (in flesh) be with us. However, we have faith that someday we will see each other again.

The day that our Mama Lilia bid goodbye, was the hardest thing my family and I had. There are so many questions we need an answers. Things we could have done. Dreams planned with her, were all gone when that day came. Things were so fast, even she could not say her goodbye.

Now occasions like Mother’s Day is so hard to accept, she is no longer here. And there will be no Mother or Mama my siblings and I will greet or call to tell her how much we truly love her.  To remind her how grateful we are of the love, caring and sacrifices she did for us, so we would not be able to experience the poor life she did while growing up.

I guess, heaven probably needs more Mother than us. After the time we spent together and after that last kiss she gave me. I’m not content with the time we spent together, but I presume to accept that reality.

It is very hard to loss a Mother. Mama Inday will never be replaced in our hearts and will never be forgotten, however her legacy will continue.

This Sunday will be Mother’s Day. Please, please do not take for granted to go see your Mother, Mom, Nanay, Ina or Mama. Whatever you call the first woman in your life. Treasure the moments you have with her, forgive and spend more time and create more new memories.

For one day, when her time is up and we don’t know if we are ready to accept that day or not. You will miss her. And maybe that time, when she is ready to leave because she knew that her children will be fine without here. You will tell yourself that even though it is not enough, you did your BEST to be with her. To show to her the love she needs to feel before letting go.

I have to stop writing this article because I could not stop my tears from falling while remembering all the things I can share with my Mama Lily.

To ALL Mothers all over the world, may you have a Beautiful Mother’s Day!